I hate reflection

I can't believe that crappy March is almost over... or that I'll be 24 soon.

Here's what I've accomplished this month: I worked at a temp job for no more than 37.5 hours per week.

Nice. Just nice. I did get a permanent job today, except, I didn't take it. It just seemed wrong on so many levels. However, I do have interviews tomorrow and Friday with jobs that I actually really do want. So here's to that... It's also one of many reasons that I haven't been posting much as of late.

The other reason is that very, very bad thing that I did. In retrospect, it may have been one of the best things that I possibly could have done. However, the psychology behind that is very weird and I do not wish to get into it. You wouldn't understand. NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME.

Looks like another night spent in the dark, under my bed, crying quietly.